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Never thought in my mind that my US trip would be SF on the list…it just happened very sudden and spontant. It began from my email To Alvidas, a friend of mine in SF and I let him know that I am in LA since July 15th, and he reply that he is on the way to LA…Then I meet him on July 31st and he is on the way back to SF by the road….and there I am packing my stuff and next 30 minutes I am on the way to SF…after 8 hours driving ( what a beautiful view ) finally I am arrived and stay in grosvenor suites, located in pine and Masson, Thank to alvidas again, I just need to spend $ 69 per night which is the real price is $ 179, He works there. I am looking back on my last trip on 2004 with one of my good friend Andrew, it should be Singapore trip and on the way of moving to another hotel I just tell the taxi driver to go to the airport and there we are in Thailand…..QUICK AND SCRATCHI don’t know it is only me or it is happened to everyone…a sudden trip gives me an amazing feeling and when we are arrived it feels like unbelievable. we are keeping asking is it true that we just landed in new city….it just gives u adrenalin …. San Francisco…my second time here and I still heart this city…the architecture, landscaping, the cable car and the people…It just erase my 3 weeks in LA and Vegas….all the memories about US trip just focused on Sanfran…. Then I met new friends and old friends…nothing change about this city except getting more expensive…then the Quick and scratch romance begun… I never believe in love at the first sight and happily it’s not happened to me but I am the victim of someone’s sight…I could fall for this person, if we have more time together…it just the right love at the wrong time…we have completely different life and on this situation I have to use my logic then my heart, and it hurts…it sad…but that’s life… The question is…what is love then??? why it happened, it came but it is impossible, on that situation what would we have to choose….if we believe in soul mates then why love came not only for one person ? Then what is soul mate? Or it is better to write it soul mates…. On that point, I realized that soul mate just based on certain time and certain location and love could break the borders…but when u lucky Ur love will cross the borders and cupid to Ur soul mate… Now where is our position? A person who fought for love, a person who stays in their life, or a person who doesn’t care about all of those things and just accept what the destiny is… I should be a person who fought for love but my denial on love at the first sight made me a person who stays in their life…so what kind of us is depend on the time, place and situation… Nothing exact in human act, human act differently, and it just like the unscheduled trip…when u do something out of your habits it will gives an adrenalin to us, but it could cost u a lot, coz u r not always lucky having friends like alvidas who can gives me discount, and unscheduled trip mostly cost more than scheduled one but That’s life, cost for everything you did and what could buy the adrenalin and the happiness…..QUICK AND SCRATCH….

VIEW FROM MY ROOM

San Francisco International airport (August 5th, 2006, 12.45 am)